Good Bye DA

Due to certian events I will not be able to use this anymore for reasons that I can't explain. I'm sad that this had to hapen.

After much baiting my friend the-laughing-girl has finally decided to use DA!!!!! She’s
been around here for a while, so go check her page out. There’s not much up now
because she is a fresh newbie but watch her you may like her art. Play nice with the newbie.

Today there was a shooting at Virginia Tech. That is the school where one of my oldest
and best friends is about to go next year. I’ve known Francesco since 3rd grade. He wants
to join the marines and go to Iraq. It’s his dream to go. Why? I don’t know I think he’s
crazy for doing it. I just hope he comes back home quickly and unharmed.
This shooting scares the hell out of me. I don’t want to lose a friend. I don’t want him to
leave.

After high school I figured that I wouldn’t see many people I knew in high school again or
very often but its hard to think that I may lose a friend because of war or carelessness. I
don’t want him to do anything stupid. I’m protective of him and would try to take on
anyone that gives him problems but I can’t protect him from what he wants.

He told me one day that he has to do this now. He’s already gotten a full scholarship
through the marines and he has already signed the dotted lines. He said that it was his
wish and dream. That it was what he spent the last two years of his life for. He even told
me that if he doesn’t do it he would get depressed saying what he could have done and if
he did go into the marines he would lose contact with all of his friends and get depressed.
Either way you look at it its depressing. I want him to be happy but at what cost. Do I let
him go for something that might ultimately kill him or do I let him die mentally by not
allowing him to go. Sometimes I wish I was his mother and could have some say in the
matter but I’m not and even she can’t stop him. I pray that Frannie does get to live his
dreams and that it doesn’t cost his life. I want him to be happy and safe. Is that too much
to ask?

Jus came back from Canada today. I actually had a lot of fun there. I wasn’t sure how well the trip would go but I was pleasantly surprised. The principle invited me to go with the Principal’s leadership team for a tour of Canada. We went to Quebec and Montreal. Each one of those places is unique. We were there for about four days and traveled there by bus. While I was there I had my camera and tried to take pictures of everything could especially on the last day. My batteries had died on the second day so I didn’t have my camera to use but thankfully Elisha came to my rescue. Her camera worked and what I didn’t take pics of she did and vice versa.

I’m going to upload some of the things I have. Since I don’t have a lot of time to post now I’m going to put up the pics and in the description I’ll tell about what’s going on and what happened that day. So if you wanna take a look feel free to do so.

Lately I've been really emo for various reasons but for some reason today i feel like I could take on the world today and get anything done. I'm lovin it right now.

Maybe I'm so happy because I feel like i'm accomplishing things i thought i wouldn't.

Tomorrow I'm going to an art expo because i won a prize! i never thought my things would win a compettion! I'm not sure what i'm going to get and I really don't care! I'm juust elated knowing that i accomplished something!

Earlier this month I went to another expo. They didn't judge anything yet but they told me i would get a small monetary award from them just for trying and comming to the banquet! The scholarship i'm trying for is for up to 10,000 dollars and it looks like i might win the regional level wich maybe 500 dollars!

A couple of days ago i sent out job applications and finalizing the rest adn i'm going to send those off in a couple of days. Get that money honey! So i will be a working girl soon.

It's one of the first days of spring and i'm already feeling better. I'm ready for this new season. Bring it!